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Monday, December 28, 2009

the dreamer


oh she's a dreamer. she wants to be the winner, the winner at the game of life. the one that is remembered. she wants to be loved by the ones she loves. she wants to be perfect but not perfection. she wants to be noticed, but not when she trips. she wants to be accepted by people around her. she wants to fit in with everyone else. she wants to be normal like everyone else, she doesn't want to be the only one somewhere. she doesn't want to be alone. she wants to do as they do. she is sick of being the weird girl. she just wants to blend in, she wants to fit in. she wants him to like her....

she is unique. she dares to be different. she is the dreamer. she is the artist. she is.

never settle for normal. go beyond. girl you can touch the sky and only be a few feet high.
dont blend in to the crowd. be the odd one out.
never lose you voice. never lose yourself.
because your the dreamer

cry


...sometimes i just want to cry. i just want to stop time and cry it all out. just give me one day. can we slow down time it's going to fast. i'm getting dizzy slow down the time, things are passing before my eyes. i'm going to cry.

the love letters to you...



i'll write until i know that i'm on your mind.
i want to say something to you but dont know
how to put it to words...
or how to know your listening.
***

i so constantly lie to myself over you and i feel so ridiculous and so confused. like i dont know whats really happening... *sigh*

***

and i'm the type of girl
that tries not to like you
but in the end i fall
harder for you

... even if i am still trying not to....
it just happens...


*sigh*

.......and now you know,
and now it's out there.

but why you...
..why now...
...... not before....
.... not then.
?
i have know clue why.

what did you think of me that day in June. i wanna know.
what was it about me.
i'll tell you what i thought.
.....
***
just saying that. can we talk, for real. do you remember, those 3 days.
a conversation.
because i am running out of words.
something that just doesn't happen to me
and you we both know that.
***
what do i say to convince you???

because i'll keep asking, and trying until i do.
and you know i will... you and i both.
***
so just talk. for more than two minutes. a real conversation, between two people, with a history, that wasn't perfect. so just reply please please please. *travels back in time to 2nd grade times* pretty please with a cherry on top. *looks in eyes* a conversation, a real conversation.






oh this boy...


we play these stupid games, and i get no where near to the place i want to be with you. you make things so complicated and i dont know what to do. i really like you but to tell the truth i dont know how to or how i really feel about you. it's all still a big confused mess running laps in my mind. you are constantly on my mind. i listen to music but so many songs remind me of you and it kills me that i cant figure out how to make you see that i am trying to so hard to make you notice. you think we have a history but you it was something different. but now i am falling for you, and i was trying so hard not to, oh my what do i do. because right now all i know is i cant live with out you. but could i ever. i really wish you would see me as you did before.... but i dont know how to make you look. oh why am i letting myself feel this way for you?
*sigh*

realizing


~ it's a reliving realization...

i'm telling you now...


here i will write a lot..... because i think a lot, i dream a lot, i am a lot. so read, i am not going to write a novel for every post, but just a little thought, a small thought.

tiny thing

oh my honey bunches of oats

the hello child is a reader....


i hear people these days who say i hate to read. well i dont, unless the book is crap. i want a story, because the the writing on mine is still in progress and untiled. i like the cute love stories and suspense with romance {twilight saga} im not gonna lie because im the twilight nerd

thoughts to type


so many thoughts, i really wish that i could hook something up to my mind and it would type my thoughts as i thought them. oh that would be nice. if i could that i would have a novel here everyday. oh if only if only. well i guess i will take that time to type some myself, so then they are still there even though the thought has already passed my mind. ~ end thought