the love letters to you...

i'll write until i know that i'm on your mind.

i want to say something to you but dont know

how to put it to words...

or how to know your listening.

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i so constantly lie to myself over you and i feel so ridiculous and so confused. like i dont know whats really happening... *sigh*

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and i'm the type of girl

that tries not to like you

but in the end i fall

harder for you ♥

... even if i am still trying not to....

it just happens...

*sigh*

.......and now you know,

and now it's out there.

but why you...

..why now...

...... not before....

.... not then.

?

i have know clue why.

what did you think of me that day in June. i wanna know.

what was it about me.

i'll tell you what i thought.

.....

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just saying that. can we talk, for real. do you remember, those 3 days.

a conversation.

because i am running out of words.

something that just doesn't happen to me

and you we both know that.

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what do i say to convince you???

because i'll keep asking, and trying until i do.

and you know i will... you and i both.

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so just talk. for more than two minutes. a real conversation, between two people, with a history, that wasn't perfect. so just reply please please please. *travels back in time to 2nd grade times* pretty please with a cherry on top. *looks in eyes* a conversation, a real conversation.